An Expected Release...
It's been four years since I have posted here and that is entirely too long. I completely forgot about this blog spot and I am so happy I have found it because at this time in my life I need some sort of release. My thoughts and problems are weighing heavy on me and all I can do is try and thing positively and pray my way through.... I have come to a point in my life where I have made it a habit to put everyone's thoughts and needs before my own, and now I am struggling to find me again. I am struggling to find out what makes me happy because everyone else's happiness has been at the forefront of my life for so long. I want to find out what drives me because I have been a driving force for everyone else, breathing life into their hopes and dreams that I have allowed mine to fall by the wayside. I want to thrive and grow as a person in my own right without interruptions, and although being a wife and mother I know this makes me sound selfish but that is just where