Tamekia's Thoughts

Life can take a turn in matter of seconds sometimes that can be for the best and sometimes that can be for the worse one just never knows....Well I have been a living witness to both and although when it changes for the good yay that is great but when you find yourself dealing with the latter you become so overcome with hurt anger and worry that at times you forget that the first thing you must do is pray....Hello...if you can read this then just know this has happened to me. For years when everything was fine I prayed but just expected that without the work things would remain in my favor...only praying when I felt like something was headed to go wrong or my children were getting out of control or if my marriage had hit a rough patch you know just things like that but only when trouble showed it's ugly head would I find myself on my knees in prayer....not realizing that all the praying and studying that I did when I let go of the worry and allowed for God to move on my behalf was

What do you do when you feel as though you have hit rock bottom? This is a question that I am asking myself as I type this because for now it seems as though this is where I am and have been for some time now. What do you do when you feel like you have lost everything you have ever worked hard for in your life with the exception of family which is the most important thing of course but otherwise you have nothing left....I'm there too. No support system no one to vent to just my thoughts and prayers. I pray I try and remain positive I try and make good out of every situation but I am human and as a human i sometimes fall short of patience and understanding and I have to continually remind myself that through Gods grace there will be a light at the end of this tunnel. Can someone please show me the light I don't need to see it all but just a glimmer of hope that everything will be okay that my family will be okay that my sanity will be okay and in tact after this time is over....