For the Sake of Mediocrity

I fell in love many years ago and for that I paid the price of Mediocrity at my own expense. For the Sake of Mediocrity I paid the price of greatness at my own expense. So how do I turn that around? When you can't sleep at night because the dreams greatness wake you at every turn, they disturb your peace, they light a fire in you that no one can extinguish and because people may not understand where you are coming from or understand where you want to go you dream in color and in silence. Mediocrity is not meant for me and I take absolutely nothing away from those that find a comfort in it, but God has so much more in store for me. Do I go? Do I go alone? Life is all about learning that some journeys you have to take alone. Do you sacrifice this love you've had for many years for the Sake of greatness? The only person that can answer this is me....I have all the questions but none of the answers. I pray nightly for guidance and direction and I guess when the answer comes it will hit me like a ton of bricks....That could be good or bad....lol. The hustle and bustle of life should never take you away from what you desire most....isn't the American dream for everyone a to have it all? I want my dreams and aspirations and everything else that's in store for me but the question that lingers is if something has to go am I willing to give it up or let it go? These questions are yet to be answered.... Stick around for the outcome....the ride should be exciting and adventurous....Will you come along or am I going alone? Everyone is playing the wait and see game including me...Let's go!